"Everything Changed," by Flight 3407 widow, Robin Tolsma takes readers on a surreal tale from the night of the crash through the emotional ups and downs that followed, after losing her husband and father of her two, Darren Tolsma.

Robin talks about her struggle to stay strong for her family, and the one time the pressure became too much, and she attempted suicide.

"I felt like such a fake to the community. Everybody kept saying you know, you're so strong. You're such a strong person. And on the inside I was crumbling so badly. But it was shortly after that I said you know what? I'm either going to be part of the problem, or part of the solution here. And I just turned things around," said Tolsma

Tolsma's book will be available in local bookstores today.

(From YNN)